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Day 26: Write about an area in your life you'd like to improve.

I'd most likely improve my financial situation. It's kind of a downer to be working full time and not be paid a living wage.

I think I'd be okay making a small wage as long as I could still manage to be independent and not be living with my parents. It kind of kills my soul. It makes me feel like a child still because I'm in the same room I grew up - too small then and even smaller now. I always have some fight building between my mother or Ajax. No matter how much I try to get along - there's something that clicks with us that ends in fighting or bickering. I'm not sure if it's because I haven't fully gotten over the circumstances of my childhood or if it's because I'm just a bad person...

I've been trying to get hired on as a teacher for many years to no avail. That was mostly in hopes of getting to financially support myself and the fact that it had always been my dream job. However, the utopian idea of teaching appears to be just that - as long as politics play such a large role in education system anyway.

I have a plan in place to improve the financial situation. Obi-Wan says it's likely I can get hired where he lives and he's offered me his home. I am growing ever more excited for the opportunity to chase new possibilities and to not be so broke all the time. Last day before my paycheck I had $27 in my account - how sad is that?

My life is average.