+ I Need an Answer +

I hate waiting. 

I especially hate waiting when it is for something I really want.

I also hate waiting when I know it's likely I'll never get a definite answer.

Just like last year at this time my future is looking to be full of a lot of silent rejection on the job front. The worst part about applying for school districts is often you never hear a thing from them. Not even a "thank you for applying, but regretably we've already filled the position". Just nothing. You'd think they could at least forward a canned e-mail letting you know they don't want you.

What I am hating right now is I really want the latest job I applied for, but I'm hearing nothing. And even in the application it said to not contact the district to ask for an interview. It also mentioned that they are likely to fill the positions in-district. I just need a change in my life.

How am I supposed to be a teacher when no one is willing to give me a chance? I'd just like to be given the opportunity to educate.

Especially considering the bad luck streak I've hit. It'd be nice to get a little good fortune on my side, like a new job and relocation.

Did I mention my room decided to collapse for no reason at all this week? The shelving decided to implode as I was walking into my room and piles of books and dvds crashed onto my head. Leaving bruises on my head and arm and making my head susceptible to headaches. My bed was out of commission until tonight. It's all been disastrous. Also my room has been without power since September.

Scoring the job would allow me to move.  I'd get my own place that could actually house my belongings, put up shelving that won't commit suicide on itself, and will have power.

Seriously, Cosmos, I need this. It'd be nice if things went the way I want for once.