I did something slightly scary. I applied for a teaching job I really want. It's to start at the end of this month. It would involve moving. That's terrifying.
It's likely they'll hire in district. And I'm not in district. Still it's a scary move for me. I really want it, yet I don't fully understand my own motivations for wanting it.
Partially, of course, because I want answers. I want to be sure whether or not I want to teach long term...like for my whole life long term. And honestly I don't know if that's what I need for my life. I don't know teaching will always be a thing that I do.
There are other perks, of course. The possibility of being able to fully support myself. A new place, which I desperately want. And a chance to find myself again.
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