Saturday, June 21, 2014

+ I've Got Nothing +

Somehow I've entirely stopped posting here. Though to be fair there's pretty close to nothing new going on. I still have all question marks for anything past August. I haven't gotten a teaching job so far. No matter how many applications I fill out.

It appears that the education career is all nepotism and politics of which I'm incapable of navigating. I once again didn't even get an interview for the teaching positions that opened up in the school I've worked in for 2.5 years. A semester of which I student taught. So they know I'm a new teacher and could always use more interview practice - even if they had no intention of hiring me. You'd think they'd at least help with some practice. Alas, no I am not even worth that. I'm over this school district because I'm just convinced there's no hope for a future for me in it. Plus they give no respect to their employees and let you know that you don't matter and mean nothing. They also don't care about your well being.

I'm just getting to the point where I'm over waiting. Every job I take in school districts make it so it's impossible to live. I can't afford to get a place to live on my own, or even with roommates. It's pretty pathetic. I guess it's time to find a different kind of job outside of schools - no matter how much I actually love being in classrooms. Love and passion just isn't enough anymore. Which is a shame because passionate teachers make for a better learning experience or so I was told in my teaching classes.

About the only thing that is new with me is the Mom was in and out of the hospital for a week. I'm exhausted.

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